Thursday, May 25, 2006

Ahahahaah~

Happened in Kentucky --
Two men tried to pull the front off an ATM by running a chain
from the machine to the bumper of their pickup truck. Instead of
pulling the front panel off the machine, though, they pulled the
bumper off their truck. Scared, they left the scene and drove
home--. with the chain still attached to the machine-- with
their bumper still attached to the chain-- with their vehicle's
license plate still attached to the bumper.


When his life was ruined, his family killed, his farm destroyed, Job knelt
down on the ground and yelled up to the heavens, "Why god? Why me?" and
the thundering voice of God answered, "There's just something about you
that pisses me off.
by Stephen King

The Chico, California, City Council enacted a ban on nuclear weapons, setting a $500 fine for anyone detonating one within city limits.

Dear Mizz Neenab~

I feel really3 bad i didn't @ cudn't go to neenabs angahs engagement ceremony!! Coz i really wanted to tp...tatau wat hit me..da siap bawak beg baju dah..penat2 drag dari seroja g kolej den g SP (coz weall xept shkin ana went to watch D Vinci Code which was awesome!).But here's sumthin i wrote 4 her as n apology note...

Duuuude...I'm like soooo sorry i cudnt make it to d 'party'..I mean I was like besemangat n all at d beginning..really i was.I was even pissed off at d oders for bailling out..i was like..'How cud y'all?' n 'Its oklaaa...aku jd wakil sume'..If i could prove to u how truly excited i was..i would babe but i can't.I dunno y i had a sudden change of heart..i was chickenning out..Self-conciousla..i really have dis huge respect for ur family..it comes natural n mutual..i feel like u guys cum from another class of people...above my own..believe me..i do feel like dat.U guys r so awesome dat i juz dun think i'll fit in.I have to work on my sosial skillslaaa..i know i'll feel kinda low self-esteem n all..der in d midst of ur clan.Plus eventho ur parenz n sis are really oh-so-cool n out-going..dey remind me how much i miss my parenz n sis..i find dat only dem n dem only dat seems cud trigger dat feeling inside me.I feel uncomfortable wen dat happens..u know dat gelisah feeling sumtimes we have..not knowing y..but its juz der? Don't misunderstand me k..coz i really like ur family..like i said b4...i'd luv 2 b part of urs n u b a part of mine.I honestly do.I dunno if u were crius bout nt wantin me come to d wedding..i hope not coz i'd wanna go wit d gurls..juz hope xde halangan n all.My parenz sumtimes juz don't get me wen i'm al 'kwn sejati' thingy n all..dyu understand wat i'm saying?? Nevermind..i won't promise i wud come coz xnak jd mcm ari2..but i'd really wanna celebrate d wedding witcha..n ur probably mre pissed off wit me compared 2 d oders coz i've dragged u along to soooo many family occasions but den i cudnt go to urs..i feel really guilty n baadd..i really apologize if i seem selfish..klaa..aku ngantuk ni..da lame ngendeng kat comp ko!! Buhbye..nite2!! n agen

So der it is...hopefully she 4gives me..n agen i apologize..from deep down!

Friday, May 12, 2006

I've Found Him!!

Dear J,
Ahahaha...i've figured out MY kinda ideal guy...hehehe..i watched this Koreean movie..title was 'The Guy Was Cool He Was Gorgeous" ...U people out there shud watch itlaaaa...i mean its so so cool..d guy was not only cute..he fought awesomely..he had a big ego prob but was able to tolerate..definetly soft in d inside..n best part was..He wasn't fussy or choosy bout physical appearence.I mean d girl was cute n nice n all but just not dat hot~ kinda lookin kinda gurl u know!! N J..bout u-know-who..mm..i'v totally gotten over it..i juz dun dig playerz or wit dose involved in the i'm-not-so-sure relationships..haha...nevermind him..
I've been reading a few books recently..all which i haven't finished reading...skerat jalan je sume...dunno y..damnit laaa...its :- Gilead,She loves me not,Diary Of a Girl...n sumore yg i haven't started..
Owh...last weekend i went to T'ganu..i made up my mind last minute..supposedly i went to c Khai on Sunday...i owedy promised her but..puufff...i'm really bad in keeping my promise aren't i?? Well i'll make it up to her..i'allah..and yestday i was suppose to go to Alangs place to go Surau..dat promise was broken too..wit good reason tho..aaarrrgghh..wat kinda person m i??
XM's dat day was kinda awful + ok2 =i dun wanna know! Genetics n chem was a nightmare!! but i wanna put a lil' blame on my our sponsors n kolej which i dun wanna mention der respective names here!! Both are sooooo like beatin eachother up..i mean..lidah becabang..n dey dun think or say alike..makin us d victims of paranoia!! We were like worryin our freakin buts off juz thinkin bout the consequenses of their miscommunication!! This is our livesss..our future!! How dare dey play God wit us(i'm exagerattin but who d hell cares?!)...
Another thing dats botherin me is Kerul...i doubt he'll be reading dis tho so i'm not worried bout getting embarrassed..He's acting strange nowadays..Is he bored or tired bein frenz wit me or sumthin?? Coz he's ignorin n avoidin me now..is it juz me or wat i said is tru?? Even arif agrees wit me. Me n kerul go waaaaayy back..n i like him soo much n i really dun wanna ruin our frenship..dunno wat i'v dun wrong..can any1 answer me??
Derz only a few weeks left b4 finals..I gotta nail dis 1 dis time..Oh God...I haven't changed 1 bit but i wanna try u know...it'll kill me if i dun do dis rite..I gotta get outta dis place..get my scholar to India..Go do medcine..be a doc..get married..hev a fam..do my masters..open my clinic..go in2 admin like i've owez dreamed of..retire..live a happy n healthy life..so n so..Who doesn't want all dat?All we have to have is WiLL power.'Success isn't measured by the result, but by the effort',Mahatma Ghandi..'Winning isn't evrything..wanting it is!', Vince Lombardi
Later days~