Pergh~ Hard lorh!

Had to teach Ojang how to 'Potty' in da toilet...Kinda hard..resisting as hell..funny n cute tho..but in the end..dpt gak.Just not exactly where I intended him to do it.

My Hari Raya!!

Kak Fatanah & Kak Shila
Honestly I was dreading for raya to come..I anticipated that it was going to be a bore,based on the fact that I was alooonnee during this holiday( parents not included dat is) and no friends around. Puff~

But..naseeebbbla Kak Fat n Kak Shila came for raya. Other then lending their tym (eventho xm's r coming up) to chat with me..they help me with raya preparation. People were practically queing to raya. I know for a fact that these ppl (who btw are my moms students) come to our house coz we r the only few ppl that actually give duit raya! N oso coz they (maybela) love my mom. Plus coz she's retired already..recently.B4 this they didn't have the chance to raya with us coz usually we go balik kampung.

I'm really jahatla.Know why? Coz I felt malas tu lyn the kids..most of the reason y is coz I have to like 'siapkan diri' and all..lecehla. There was this one tym..all the kids already raya at our house (atleast we thot they were the last bunch..NooT~) and we were lepakking infront of the TV. Mam was drifting asleep and then I hear a voice 'assalamualaikuumm' and i was like..'alaaaa...' (evil aite?) . So I turned off the TV so that they'd think we were unavailable coz seeing our house so quiet.

So they leftla.But after a moment some other kids came so I didn't have the heart to turn the, away again so...I woke up mam and jamu them.

Now both Kak Shila n Kak Fat have gone back to their U's so here I am alone at home coz holidays over so my parents are at work.Mams coming home in just a bit. Today I'm fasting. Gotta Qada' n wanna do sunat 6.Hopefully i can fulfill that.Later days J~

Nape adah sedih sgt niiihhhh???

Td kene suruh jage rebusan daging..so jagela kaan? Pastuh naik atas jap g kat mak...tgk mak tgh bual ngan Along kat tepon..so baring2la sbelah die.Last2 telelap plak jap..lupe psl dagin td.Bile bangun 1/2 hour later..*ehem* paham2 jelah ape jd?

So lepas padamkan api, (cam tebakar je..ahaha..asap tebal) Alihkan daging then nak cuci periuk cepat2la takut lekat hangus tuh.Mandangkan berasap plus si kembar tuh dlm dapur n bising nak kuar...so bukakkan pintu n letakkan atas tanah..belum sempat bangun lagi..Ade kucing jantan..warne merah dtg terkan..At first nampak mcm die nak main..tp besar sgt banding Si ToT tu..kecik sgtlaa..so cube nak pisahkan.Tup2..die gonggong bawak lariii!!!

"Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk!!!!!"

After calling for ma..I went to the back alley.Tried to follow that Jantan-x-Gune..but it was no use..no kitty to be found..Mam said no use cari..its over..he's dead ady..got eaten.Really??I'm devastated coz..dua lg adik-bradik die dah mati b4..baru2 nih..tinggal due je.Both look alike.Mmg kembar la..ekor je panjang n pendek..ptg td bru je Tot tido atas adah..x sangke..Tym cari2 die tuh..nangis..*wipes off tear* ...balik umah pun nangis..wat rase lapar je..hmm..i wonder if he's alive...u?

Speechless.

I wonder..

If a guy and a girl are trapped in an isolated place..Will they eventually fall in love.Lets say they don't even like each other, and they have not much in common and they are not even attracted to each other. No chemistry.

And if they do fall for eachother..what will happen if someday somehow they get rescued. Will they stay in love after facing reality once again? Hummphh *ponders*

Its amazing what ppl will do in different situations eih? How we are easily affected, distracted..guess its all in God plan?

R.I.P dear UnNamed!

Time & Fate was so envious with us that it took you away from me so soon..We weren't given the chance to get to know each others hearts and soul up-close & personal.I didn't even get the chance to know your name.But then..Whats more Important and what makes my heart lifted of burden..is that God loves you more..he took away your pain and sorrow and now you're with Him.I know you'll be taken good care of.And from now on forward I'll sleep peacely at night.I won't say goodbye.This isn't the end of US.But I'll say..'We'll meet again...dear unnamed kitty'

'Save a spot for me!'

This morning while I was at the back sidai baju..I went to jenguk the kitties in their box. Its been awhile since I've replaced the sheets in it (they were filthy by the way). And there 'he' was..sitting there all by himself. But the other 3 weren't in sight. I sought and sought and finally caught(whyy am I rhymming?) a glimpse of them under the backyard sink. I picked the three up and placed them inside of the sink then I picked 'him' up to join the others.

Looking at their 'clean' state..I boiled some water and fetched some paper towels aswell as some newspaper for exchanged of their already sheyted alas. As soon as the water was ready I mixed it with tap water to make it warm and then started to wash off the shit and dirt from their bodies. 'He' was in the worst state compared to the others.

'He's' really small..and dispoportioned..with tiny behind legs..soiled with shit and piss(i guess).'He' seemed so fragile..as if I could brake 'him' with my softest grip. 'He' looked lifeless and helpless..I myself felt helpless.But I was determined to bring 'him' give him the chance to thrive and survive. Maybe this would be my first 'patient'.

Funny I would be talking about 'him' like I was talking about a human being.He isn't I know.But it doesn't mean he should be treatened like an 'animal'. So after cleaning them up I placed them on the kitchen table (don't worry..I put lotso paper on it). I made them milk (Powdered Natural Colostrum) and used a small mouth spray and a straw to feed them with(the syringe was no where to be found) At the first atempt on getting 'him' to eat..from limp- he finally got up and looked stronger. *Beams like a proud mama* There's hope yet!!

While I was feeding the little ones..I left the mother outside..with the door opened but th grill closed, so she could see us from outside. She just waited there..probably worried what I was doing with her babies..PROBABLY NOOOT! As soon as I opened the door..so much of worrying..she went straight to Putih & Bateks food tray. Whatta?? That no-good blood-sucking bitch!! Hehe..Kidding. Cats are cats. Can't blame em.They get away with these things. But poor kitties.

So after feeding em..(and letting em pissss all over then cleaning it up) I put the three healthy ones asleep in their box while I seperated 'him' and put him somewhere safer. Since then until this evening where mom put 'him' back with his mom and the others..

Around 10pm today. He was declared dead..deceased.

"Adah..die dah mati"

"Ape? Betul ke ma?"

"Betul..mak dah buang da"

"Mak pasti ke? manetau die masih hidup..macamane mak surekan?"

"Betuuulll..dah kaku"

.....sob....

I didnt know what to say..I couldn't bear at first to even look at him. You know..during their early stages..he was the most active one..the loudest one..He was even the first to succeed in getting out of their box.But now he's gone.My first pateint is gone.What kinda doc am I?? Was it really my fault? Maybe I shouldn't of taken him out in the first place..cleaned him off..feed him..maybe I was too rough on him? I DON't know.Do I want to know? Most important do i NEED to know?

I just don't know.

In a way..I'm quite relieved to let him go.He was suffering..and now he's free from pain and misery(and having to beg for food in the future considering that he's gonna be a stray!)

Oh My Head...!!

My sleeping schedule is SO SOOOO outta order these days that everytym i wake up my head feels like its about to explode!! (ok2 im exagerating a lil'...maybe a lot) .Tp macamane nak betulkan nih?? Its kinda hard jg..

Stroke !

While watching the Timbalan PM of Thailand at the 11 o'clock news..I noticed that he actually looked like a Malay,speeks like a Malay..(his style of Eng) but i also noticed his mouth goes a bit senget when he talks..so i was like..

"Mcm Melayu.Nape bibir die
tu ek " i queried

I was mumbling this to my dad who was at the PC..He turned to look and said,

"A'ah..macam
Melayu.English die bagus eh.Die ni blaja kat US kalu x silap.Bibir?? Bibir die
kene stroke x dah?" ..then he sheepishly grins =>

Stroke?? LoL..(thats naaaasty!)