Hye J!!
I just got back from BTN a few days back.It was awesome...we got to do abseilling and all.Was a blast.My grupmates were also super-duper cool..all were fun3 to be with.But the most rememberable of all was the fact that our facci slept(well..omost) during OUR individual presentation..haha..it was so hilarious..evrytime i look at neenab or din or DD i'd shake half to death..who wouldn't? I mean for every other group its the studs who r gettin sleepy eyed..wat kinda facci sleeps during LDK?? Tho..he was undeniably a great facci despite the sleepy part.His point of views were really good,matured coz of his age and experience.I'd never change him for anyone else.I mean..i owez have sumthin to look 4ward to wen i go to LDK, him..and a few other personal reasons..u knw wat i mean rite J? Hahaha...Another thing i got from BTN is to be more out-goin n brave..brave to express myself..help build my self-esteem n communication skills and oso how 2 talk in public.There were lots of activities done..like scream out our slogan out loud in class..parliament debate(i became PM..ain't dat cool?) .Owh.1 more thing is dat dpt tambah knalan..like b4 dis i wud never hev thot of knowing or bcumin frenz wit boyz like Zuuuu,DD(like my name in DAAZI),Din,Dil..Jat n d otherz..DD tu comel..x larat kalu tgk xpression muke die..same goes for din n zu's jokes.Dil simple.Jat has really bright ideas..n all d gurls were great.Conclusion..it was a blast..d' bomb...tp sayang bile da balek kolej..zu n dil wat mcm x knal..sedey r..sob3..xpe..still got DD,Kok,Jat n Din..ahaks
Love J..stinks.Hahaha..not love to God or anything religous.Human love.Atleast among gurl n guy...even with little experience...i can oredy feel the vibe of eeeeevvviiiillll...hahaha.I mean i dunno y,but i can't accept the theory of unconditional love..coz on the way over there..sumthing or sum1 else is gonna stir ur lust.I dun like it.Its not fair.I guess a relationship shoudn't be based on luv..but on respect and admiration and self-reliance.My x-Mr.X...was a blood sucking asshole..yup.Hahaha..4give me 4 saying.But to me like..if ur really into sum1,u shouldn't give up easily.Don't let go and let her drown..N wats up with the excusus??? Dun u have anything better to give.'Long distance' my arse...If u really like sum1..no matter wat the complication,distraction,watever..ur suppose to be willing to go thru it together no matter the consequences.At least fight 4 it a bit.But nooo..u had to give up.Shame on u.Dats weak man!!Ur a disgrace to the world of men.Rather than u face it like a man..u ran away like a lil boy.A mouse.Freakin yella of a coward.And just bcuz i was not really willing to give it all..doesn't mean i won't.My priorities are my family..my education right now.My God.Now guys...i thot when u loved sum1..looks doesn't count anymore.Ur partners beutful/handsome eventho the fact that they looked like shit(as in tired after a days work)..hehe..and u don't seem to see flaws.I guess it wasn't the real thing for me..coz i saw flaws..and luvd wit condition.Huh~ Sumtimes..i think,thot all this happend bcuz of my parents.They prayed real hard so that my heart,for the time being,to be closed 4m the opposite sex.Maybe.Becuz it was all of a sudden.One time there it was..the other..zap!Nothin..Klaaa..i'm getting a headache..Later Days~
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