I'm so shhaaaaaddd~

A while ago I was cramming my head on what was I gonna write in dis entry..but juz now..after getting a call from Neena I know exactly what! NeenaaaAAAAa!!! Dat lucky son of a gun!!(daughter whatever) well I oso sympathize her bout BTN thing tho. Anyway.. she finally received a call from KU bout n offer to Manepal college. Aaaarrgghh~ I really was looking forward to going to college wityu Neena!! But I guess God has a different plan for me. I’ll just have to embrace the fact that we won’t be together anymore wit u babe and I’ll have to abide apart from u. I actually shed some tears when she told me!! I know I know…life goes on and I’ll probably meet new friends..if I’m lucky maybe Kin2 gets d same placement as me. But its just not d same without Neena!! Hukhuk..we were gona travel d world babe!! Dis is the same situation dat goes in every cycle of my life…it was d same wit Sharifah..Faredza..Daazi..Dorsie. All so dear to me but I moved on and met people like Neena. I guess we would always be paranoid of not meeting the right kinda friends. I already am oh so comfy befriending Neena n d others n now I’ll just have to make peace with this. I called my mom to express my mere dissapointmet…sob3 *teary eyes*. I dunno if I want or need to make new friends!! I’m choking as of dis moment!! To be honest… Neena I hope you’re reading dis..i know we haven’t known each other for a long time..but I really do cherish our friendship and never before have I met a really nice and sincere friend like you. Before, it was hard parting with my friends but I’d only cry when I spoke to them or heard deir voice or remember a sweet memoir or c dem at the very last minute of seperating but with you.. I’m crying right now just thinking about it. You prob think I’m gay or something..hahaha..I thought as I grew up I grew unattached wit any friends. Guess I was wrong. I dunno if its coz d fact dat I didn’t get my call yet or wat..but I genuinely know it’s coz of us not getting d same place . Who’s gonna lookout for me Neena? Who’s gonna push me in doing crazy stuff and n tell me to believe in myself? Who’s gonna watch my back? Who’s gonna sing show tunes wit me? Who’s gonna sing second voice? Who’s gonna go watch a movie marathon wit me like u taught me? Who’s gonna talk bimbo wit me? Who’s gonna walk from KU to Seroja wit me? Who’s gonna buy a cheap make-up box wit me?? Who Neena? I really can’t bare the thought of you not being there. Waa..sentimental aite? I’m sorry..dis is gonna turn embarrassing if it turned out dat I oso got d same place as u. LOL~ but dis is how I really feel..

~My so called Boring Life~

Lets see..Whhooaa~ Bogus maan..I can't believe finally i am almost near to d point where i will never ever have anymore relationship wit KUTPM. Hahaha..I'm fweeee~ God..i could almost taste it. Anyway I received my results d other day..Was it good? Bad? It was ok..actually it was better than i thought it would be (which was average n maintaing current pointer). I guess my 2nd sem was wat dat messed up my pointer in d 1st place. Well syukur alhamdulillah..i passed d cutting point.Yet i could've done better.Couldn't we all?? Now i like officially have nothing else to do! *sighs n looks out da window* I mean bfore..i had somethin to look 4ward to n now?? I'm juz plained bored. I'm even thinking of cleaning d house* unbelievable expression*..Wat? U think i can't clean?? Ok2 i still have one last thing to look forward to n dat is?? D freaking placement...*long sigh* Where d heckare dey sending us?? Tell us already!! D anticipation is killing me!! Give us peace of mindlaa...Nvm 4get dat..
Anyway after taking our results we (nina,kin2 n tim) went back to my place..dey wanted 2 go out dat night.I was feelin kinda busted plus it was already 5 o'clock or so but whatta heck aite? 4 d sake of frenship i'd say. So after changing clothes we set out for a long n exhausting quest to 'D Curve' (new place near OU).It was like a 2 hour journey or sumthin..a cab,a train,2 busses!!*wipes off sweat*.Anyway..as soon as we arrived we went seperate ways.Me wit nina, kin2 wit tim. We went exploring d cineleisure der.It was awesome.A whole bulding only 4 movies.Dats hot.We finally made up our minds to watch a movie : Stay Alive. It was really great..at least it was after 5 min of d movie(coz d first 5 min i was bz convincing my bro n mom dat i was fine n dat i'de b home!)I was worried myself tho..D movie ended around 10.30pm n we straightly headed back home which took 2 cabs 1bus and we arrived around midnight.Oh n zarina AF sat right next to me in d cinema n nina was like 'Can I take a pic wit her? My dad really likes her' n i was like na-uh~ 'No way nina..we have pride n integrity' 'we r future docs..we don't take pics wit celebrities on d rise!'Cruel right? I have a prob wit my big-fat-ego..But if it was CT or any1 big..i might take one myself huh~

~What A Week~

On Monday..we went out to watch ‘Cars’ at The Mines. That was right after we settled matters at PTPTN. After d movies we strolled along Mines river (is dat wat u call it?) Fed some fish..drank some fruit ice-blended…den we headed home.

On Tuesday..we went out to Bukit Raja to watch ‘Tokyo Drift’ . At first we wanted to go to The Curve (wherever that is) but because my brothers seem to have a problem to differentiate 8 o’clock to 12 0’clock so we decided noooooooooot coz d road to ‘der’ would probably be jammed. At Bukit Raja, I got to buy dis novel by Frank McCourt which I got a great deal on!! 20 bucks man~ Preeetty good lck aite? Well NOT for long it wasn’t.N its where me, Nurul Syuhadah..Miss I’ve-checked-my-purse-n-confident-evrythins-der lost my handphone in d cinema. Smarty pants~ I could juz hit myself in d head.

On Wednesday…without planning..we went for a late night movie at MV to watch X-men (well that’s wat we planned but turned out dey ran outta tix) so at last we settled for ‘Take D Lead’. What? (Aite?) I said ‘What the heck..Juz hope 4 d bestlaaa!’ LOL~ Neena juz happened to b der wit Bye (dey were der since morn..n were watchin Still Alive) so I invited her to come along. Bye went home. It was Kak Ninees’ treat dat 1. She went for a different movie though..Superman Premier. D halls was packed wit ppl going to watch d premiers. D security was tight dudes! I heard dat der were celebrities present too (not dat I give a damn) *coughs* Well anyway..we finished at 11.30 pm den waited a while for Kak Ninee…Neenab slept over at my house dat night.

On Thursday? Whooaa~ I’m tired juz writing bout it..well we went to Genting Highlands!! What a blast…Dah lame x men games like dat. N it was great to feel d cool breeze again. Neenab didn’t join us. Damn dat woman...huhu. But I understand. Don’t wanna push. I wasted 10 bucks goin on the flying coaster. God…it should only cost u RM5 or so. Bloody leeaches. Plus d ride like lasted like only bout liiiike 25 secs..puff~ But dats ok coz..its a once in a lifetime xperience..like how many ppl can say dey went on dat devil ride huh?? (der prob a million..) But still!! Hahaha..